After a
terrific two days at the ABCOM Annual Meeting in Houlton last week, Joanne and
I returned home on Saturday. We had seen many old friends (like Steve and Sandi
Straubel) and enjoyed some excellent messages. The presentation by Bill and Ann
Clemmer was extremely moving. Anyway, we had eaten lunch after it was all over with
Joanne’s brother and sister-in-law at a country restaurant called Grammy’s in a
very small town outside of Houlton called Linneus. From there I had made plans
for a more direct route west on a road called the South Oakfield Road. Most of
the main roads on the map looked like you had to drive back through Houlton to
get onto 95 South. I didn’t feel like doing that. It seemed too far out of the
way. Yes, I did have to zoom in quite a bit on my Google Maps App to see the
South Oakfield Road. But it was
there. John told me they would follow us, so I turned on my GPS and headed out
on my “direct” route toward Island Falls, where I anticipated picking up 95.
It was
going very well… for a little while. The road was small, but it was paved. And then it wasn’t. It became a dirt
road. I thought… “Should I keep going or not?” It was a “good” dirt road,
though, so I decided to keep going. Then there was a sign that indicated some
construction over the next 6.5 miles. Still the dirt road was good, so I
decided to keep going. Then I hit the first soft patch. It had rained for
several days last week and there were a few places with soft, wet dirt and some
pretty deep ruts. “I can make it,” I told myself. “Just speed up a little bit.”
We did make it, but I began to worry about things getting worse and the
possibility of having to turn around. I didn’t want to do that, though. We had
come down a couple of hills that I didn’t relish the thought of going back up.
The further we went, the more I knew I didn’t want to turn around. But there
were some “hairy” spots still to get through. At one point I stopped, got out
of the car, and went back to ask John if he still wanted to follow me. I was
feeling dumber and dumber, and more and more anxious about my decision to go
that way. But the road was still navigable, so onward we pressed. Joanne asked
at one point, “I hope I don’t have to get out and push us.” I said, “I am the
one who would end up pushing.”
After a
while the dirt road got smaller, narrower, and a little rougher. I wondered if
AAA could get to me if I needed them. I was still on course, but beginning to
doubt it would come out to where I thought it would. According to my GPS I was
right where I should be. I spent a good deal of time questioning my decision
(to take that route), and no small amount of praying. Finally, much to my great
relief, the road became paved again. Bumpy… but paved. Narrow… but paved. And
then it became wider… and smoother. We drove past a lake with camps and homes
on it and eventually connected with State Route 2, a major older road between
Houlton and Bangor. From there it was on to Island Falls, Interstate 95, and
home. The “adventure” was over and I hadn’t gotten lost, stuck, or in the
doghouse with my in-laws, though I am quite certain my brother-in-law may not
let me forget this little wilderness journey.
Do you
ever feel like the road the Lord has you on is maybe not the right road? It’s
not smooth. It’s not easy. There is some doubt along the way… and some fear.
You question if you should have taken another road. But His guide – His Word –
has reminded you it is where He wants you to be. There are dangers of getting
bogged down and getting knocked around by the bumps. You may feel alone,
isolated, and far away from help should something go wrong. But your mind is
set on His destination for you. You are trusting Him to get you there, so you
just keep going. You trust that He will not fail you. God does take us on roads
like that. And if we stay focused on His Word, we can be confident that He will
take us through to whatever destination He has for us. In the middle of
uncertainty we will pray, and we will rest in Him. And we will not fear.
Psalm 25:4-10 (NIV) 4 Show me your ways, O LORD,
teach me your paths; 5 guide me in your truth and teach
me, for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in you all day long. 6 Remember,
O LORD, your great mercy and love,
for they are from of old. 7 Remember not the sins of my
youth and my rebellious ways; according to your love remember me, for you are
good, O LORD. 8 Good
and upright is the LORD; therefore
he instructs sinners in his ways. 9 He guides the
humble in what is right and teaches them his way. 10 All
the ways of the LORD are loving
and faithful for those who keep the demands of his covenant.
Hebrews 13:5-6 (NIV) 5 Keep your lives free from the love of money
and be content with what you have, because God has said, "Never will I
leave you; never will I forsake you." 6 So we say
with confidence, "The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can
man do to me?"
Jeremiah 29:11-13
(NIV) 11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares
the LORD, "plans to prosper
you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then
you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13
You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your
heart.
PRAYER: Father, thank you for the path of your will
for my life. Thank you for seeing me through those ways filled with questions
and uncertainty. Thank you for never leaving me or forsaking me. Keep me in
your Word, that I may know your way and walk in it. In Jesus’ name, AMEN.”
Jesus
Christ is Lord!
Scott